@outlander, thanks for listening and giving thoughts tonight. I'm heading back to bed now. Sleep as well as possible when you get there. Hugs. 
good morning @eth @outlander @Exoplanet @Mazarita @Appleblossom @CheerBear@greenpea
thinking of you @greenpea...no cows near our fenceline yet...did try to take photograph of calves on way back from pool..when I pulled over to grass verge they ran off to mummies....
@eth made me smile thinking of you managing to put your teeth in....not needing to dress as already dressed...love it...I bought a few sets of casual pyjama type wear which these days passes as comfy home clothes before I had operation....so after shower from pool ..I am in them ready for bed...
I still have my own teeth but do need to brush them before someone comes early in the morning....
I do feel for you...one thing happens and starts to mend then something else takes over....my sister is like that with physical issues....if you do like the gp...tell yourself that you can ring and make an appointment this morning..write down what you want to say to him or her.... just hand over the sheet...write on the top...I have anxiety issues sometimes...as hard as it is...if medical issues are not treated quickly enough they can become another issue...
you are so young and have your whole life ahead of you...It is hard ...pushing ourselves past the first obstacle can give us the strength and courage to take the next steps...you can think of you road trip as a reward for later...xx
hoping that you all are finding calm....some days I think to myself ...if I can have calm and remember to breathe not hold onto my breath...I have achieved much...