Inpatient with an eating disorder

[The-red-centaur]

I'm so sick of not sleeping.

[The-red-centaur]

https://youtu.be/3KGHQ0HX2Sg

You've been hiding this pain for so long
Wake up, get off the ground
There is a purpose in all the madness but you gotta fight to find out
Cause we were born to be great
Don't just throw it away

[The-red-centaur]

https://youtu.be/s-HpHadZGLk

[The-red-centaur]

https://youtu.be/9mSf_i1U0TI

[The-red-centaur]

I'm Soo terrified about today.

[The-red-centaur]

91 days and I still wish I was dead.

[outlander]

hope today is ok @The-red-centaur sending my best wishes to you

[The-red-centaur]

@outlander it was so hard. I can't deal with tonight. I wanna die rn.

[The-red-centaur]

I can't do this anymore.



Recovery can get fcked

[outlander]

Sounds really really tough for you atm @The-red-centaur is there nything you can do to distract yourself from these thoughts or someone you can talk to?