I just can't.

[The-red-centaur]

It actually feels good to be home. 

Also here's a pic I painted at the program for an exhibition next month. 

[Zoe7]

Glad you are feeling good being back home @The-red-centaur 

[outlander]

that pics awesome @The-red-centaur 🙂

[BlueBay]

Hi @The-red-centaur 

Glad you’re home and you feel good been there. Take care XX 

[Zoe7]

That is a great seascape @The-red-centaur wtg 

[Faith-and-Hope]

I agree @The-red-centaur .... that seascape is awesome ..... love it ❣️

[Zoe7]

Hi @The-red-centaur Just checkingm in to see how you are travelling and if being home is still treating you well 

[The-red-centaur]

@Zoe7 it's ok. I saw my casemanger today, and we booked an appointment with my psychiatrist for Friday. The appointment is a psych evaluation about gender dysphoria so I can start hormones and not have to see a different psych from Sydney.

[Zoe7]

That is great news @The-red-centaur So pleased it is all coming together for you 

[The-red-centaur]

Everything in my head is getting messed up. Nothing feels real, I don't feel real. It's like I'm stuck in some simulation.
I've been seeing things that i know aren't there so I'm scared.

And I'm nervous about my gender psych evaluation. Like what if I mess it up and screw my chance of ever getting on hormones.