Red's house

[The-red-centaur]

I failed my first assessment 

[The-red-centaur]

I've been tempted to quit studying. 

Things are bad ATM. 

I've been waiting for a bed on the psych unit. I was supposed to get a call today. 

I feel like a waste.

[Ru-bee]

Hey @The-red-centaur 

I'm really sorry to hear that things are bad right now. It is really hard to focus on study when we're not doing well. I wonder if there might be an option to take a break/leave of absence if you need to? Often courses can be quite flexible if you let them know that you're going through a tough time.

I started and dropped out of so many courses before I was ready and able to see one out. Study is really hard, and for me I know it's really stressful and often causes my MH to dip. That's not to discourage from pursuing study, it's just to say it's hard and you're not alone, and you're certainly not a waste.

I hope you get a call back soon

[Ainjoule]

Hey @The-red-centaur 

Sorry to hear that things are bag ATM. Did they manage to find you a bed?

[The-red-centaur]

@Ainjoule @Ru-bee thank you. 

I got a bed yesterday afternoon. I've been up and down today. I've been trying to do art but I'm finding it hard to produce anything good or satisfactory or to even focus. 

[The-red-centaur]

 dark sunshine vibes

[rav3n]

hey @The-red-centaur just came across the paintings you made, they are absolutely beautiful. 💗 something about the bottom painting just resonates me. 

[Ru-bee]

Love these @The-red-centaur, especially the top one. Glad you've been able to paint even though it's not easy right now

[The-red-centaur]

I have pneumonia. I have spent nearly the entire admission in bed unable to breathe. 

[The-red-centaur]

I'm going home tomorrow. Hopefully antibiotics will start working soon.