Hang in there @The-red-centaur .I know it's bad. I've got stuff resurfacing myself and

I'm trying to ride it out.

Tomorrow is just an anniversary, just a trick of the calendar, an unfortunate recurring pattern of numbers. You have taken a different path since then, and you've exercised your own capacity for decision-making and perhaps reinvented yourself. I hope and trust you can overcome the dark shadows and face the day with confidence.