@The-red-centaur I will look for the song :). I think it is a good idea that you will be showing your counsellor the texts. It is important that they know how scared you are about all of this. You have so much going on. 3 operations over the next 3 months is huge and then rehab .... just try to take it day by day and not think too far in front although I know that is easier said than done.

You have so much support here on the forums.  We will all go with you on this journey and you will come out on the other side a stronger The-red-centaur. You can do this :)xxx