Thanks @Bunniekins

I'm just struggling so much with this. I ended up using lifelines texting service last night. I've decided I'm going to show the conversation to my counselor when she visits today so she can understand some of my fears and see how much I'm struggling with food. I can't believe it got this bad this fast.


One song I've been interested in lately is the new song by icon for hire called hollow....the song clip is pretty interesting too.

One thing keeping me going is icon for hire is releasing a new album at the beginning of the year.
I'm going to be in hospital for a few more months so it's something to look forward to.

I have 3 more surgeries booked in over the next 3 months then I have to go to rehab which I'm really scared about.