Oh @The-red-centaur 

Thank you for saying hi. My heart is in tiny pieces reading what's happening for you. My boy is in hospital too, self harmed twice in the last three days in there. If I could take you under my wing too I would. I'm sorry that life has dealt you a shitty hand. Its really not fair. I want nothing more than for you to have a guided light to see that it's worth going forward. You and my boy. I wish I had the answers. I wish for both of you a future with less pain. 

I don't have advice but I do see and hear you buddy. Please know we care and we are in your corner. Sending you Love and strength and hope in droves. I happen to think you're pretty courageous 🙏

Hey @saltandpepper I hear you buddy. So much to say but have to fly and will respond to your post when I can. I promise it gets better, I've been where you are. Divorced when my youngest was not even 2 so trust me your future is bright 🙏

You've got this ✔️👍