@The-red-centaur So was that at all helpful having the advocate sit in??

There has to be someone you can call on @The-red-centaur even if you haven't talked to them in a long time. Even if you can contact one of your previous mental health supports and let them know the situation you're in?

@The-red-centaur I know that there's not a lot I can really do, but I care. I'm here. And I know I don't know you, but I'm sitting here and honestly there's tears rolling down my cheeks at the thought that you want to give up... That's probably weird.

@The-red-centaur if you had some money behind you, where would you want to go?