(not actually) Coping with things.

[The-red-centaur]

@Former-Member hope you sleep well. 

@Dimity I sent my mum a message and in the end she called me. She ended up moaning about the Will mostly.  

I kinda wish I didn't pick up. Mt thoughts are getting really intense. 

[NatureLover]

Sorry to hear where you're at, @The-red-centaur 😞 

Hoping things improve and you can get enough support... 🤞

[Dimity]

Hope you're OK today @The-red-centaur and a bed comes through soon. I hear you looked to your mum for reassurance but she was worrying about other things. There's still connection. I'm glad your MH team rallied yesterday and supported you. 

One step at a time. Hope you find a good movie or other diversion today. 

[The-red-centaur]

Thank you @NatureLover 

@Dimity I didn't sleep last night, just lay there all night. Got up at 4ish to play some xbox and that helped and I fell asleep around 630. 

I got a call from my psychologist checking in on me this morning. She said they'd call bed flow and find out where things are at. I'm really glad I have a good team on my side. 

[Dimity]

So glad your psychologist is supportive @The-red-centaur . Hope you could rest up today after your broken night.

[The-red-centaur]

Urrrrh I still haven't heard from the hospital. I tried doing some art. It was shit. 

I'm over it. I tried getting in contact with the team again. Admin said they were unavailable.  

I feel like everything isn't worth trying anymore 

[Dimity]

It must be frustrating @The-red-centaur . The health system limps along and the delays are outside of your control.

What sort of art do you do?

[fluffylight]

Hi @The-red-centaur 

I'm sorry you are experiencing this right now.

You're seeking support for yourself and this is so important. I want to acknowledge your needs and I want to reaffirm that you are heard here and I hope this can be a safe warm place for you - where people get it. Please know you are worth receiving support, I'm sending you gentle vibes your way. 

Sending you lots of light,

fluffy light 

[The-red-centaur]

 that is what I painted today....

I feel so overwhelmed.  My team got back to me and told me to go to ed. 

 that's the stuff I usually paint, I mostly paint landscapes. 

[Dimity]

Wow @The-red-centaur the waterfall is amazing.

The one you did today I also like... somehow it's like an abstraction of galahs in the late afternoon... or a sunrise.

Best wishes for ED... I hope you're not stranded there for too long. Keep us posted.