I just can't.

[LouLouMagoo]

Hi @The-red-centaur, 

Sorry to hear tonight is such a rough night for you, and its good to hear you are reaching out for support in a time of need. I wonder if Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat or even suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling might be more of an immediate support for you right now. 

[The-red-centaur]

I wish I could give up.

[Muzzie]

Are you ok @The-red-centaur? Are you safe? 

[The-red-centaur]

Ffs I was on hold to lifeline 25min finally got through and the line cut out.
Arg I real want to self harm right now.

[The-red-centaur]

Nevermind I need sleep. Maybe tomorrow will be better

[The-red-centaur]

Urgh my heart rate is over 200 aren't panic attacks great....

[The-red-centaur]

I know no one will read this but anyway I don't want to live any longer and probably won't make it through the weekend

[Zoe7]

Call 000 or get yourself to emergency @The-red-centaur if you are thinking that way

[outlander]

I agree with @Zoe7
Please get yourself some help

[Former-Member]

Hi @The-red-centaur,

I am sorry you are feeling so terrible and that you don't know if you will last throughout the weekend. Given what you have said, we are very worried about you.

I just wanted to let you know that I am sending you a check-in email. Please let us know if you can keep safe.

Kindest,

Amour_Et_Psyché