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[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea sorry I missed you. Hope things are ok for you.

[greenpea]

@The-red-centaur  I am fine sweetie how are you going? sorry I missed you yesterday.xx

[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea I had a bad night x
I'm feeling a bit better this morning..but I'm gonna try to sleep a bit more

[The-red-centaur]

I'm actually not ok.....I really want to run away....



@greenpea I don't know if im getting leave tomorrow coz of this....

[greenpea]

@The-red-centaur  gentle hugs sweetie just stay strong. You really want tomorrow to happen.xxx

[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea 😞




I called lifeline because I was going to run away. Im back in my room, safe. The nurses can't give me any more meds which sucks.

[The-red-centaur]

Random thing I did tonight coz I was feeling like shit. 

@greenpea how are you going 

[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea  did this for you 😆

[greenpea]

@The-red-centaur  Hey The-red-centaur Wow! I love these two drawings particularly the peas :D. A big thank you my friend :D:D. Are you heading out today? I really hope so. Stay positive sweetie and positive things will come your way. It is how light attracts ight and dark attracts dark imho.

I have to remember my positive mantra too sometimes. Life is one of ups and downs. I hold onto the ups and try and put the downs to one side.Life goes on for the pea ..... I need to make some much needed changes so will have to talk with pdoc when I next see her cannot keep going on like this. Have to be a brave pea and face the music. You dont reach my ripe old age without a past The-red-centaur and mine I am not proud of.

Talk soon my friend. Love peaxxx

[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea hugs. You got this.


I am heading out. Thankfully despite how hard the last few days have been I've been safe. I'm looking forward to some magic.

I didn't sleep last night. Me tired. My feet are bad atm. Oh well, I have to face consequences of my actions.