when is it time for hospital

[Owlunar]

Hi @outlander

I got a new printer today and I have been trying to work out how to set up the printer name - I feel as if I have been doing this for hours and I will ring up for assistance tomorrow

But I have read through your thread - and no way can you please your mother - and it can get down to a very simple equation

If you try and please your mother neither of you are happy - you are not doing what you want and need to do and you mother isn't happy whatever you do

So - if you please yourself your mother will be unhappy regardless - but you at least will be doing something to help yourself - so one person is reasonably

Your mother is such a user - I am sorry - I don't want to offend - but it's obvious and other people have said the same - and this is really hard for you

Do something to please yourself Outlander - and it's your mother's job to care for your sisters

That is so hard - sheesh - I know it's hard

Dec

[outlander]

Will write a better reply at a decent hour @Owlunar but i have read it

[outlander]

Another day in this shite life

[Pepsimax]

@outlander you have a busy day as you were saying yesterday but try and have some me time

[outlander]

Thank you for your reply @Owlunar
Im not much help with the printer im afraid but their helpline should be able to...
Your not offending me. I know thats the case and i hate that it has to be that way
Ots friggin so hard
All the time and its even harder now
This is some serious shite and it seems that im a psychopath now
I honestly want to do something to make this illness not invisible

[outlander]

I doubt it @Pepsimax

[Former-Member]

 Yes it's a shit.life to many outlander,my over 4 years of counselingincluding spilling my guts to several idiots,stint and belief in antidepressants which probably just numbed my negative feelings.I suggest you make a time in the day to remove yourself from your situation whether it's going for coffee,a walk etc.

[outlander]

Abit hard to do when im smothered by babysitting reaponsibilities just as i am today and tomorrow
I am desperatly trying to work out an option even if it means a few nights away @Former-Member i need to otherwise im not going to get better.

[outlander]

I need to get out
I want out
I dont want to be here

How can i be this stuck at 20.

[Former-Member]

Outlander I was in similar situation when I was your age,I'm now 45 ,and my advice?My feeling of responsibilities and the burden of it contributed greatly to my real breakdown over 5 years ago.You are at the age when it's time to learn to fly solo.If you are incapable or inhibited to-do this, your chances of survival and well-being is significantly reduced.Try to listen to this advice and consider the insights of fellow sane friends.You need to make some kind of change to your life.You are no good to your sisters or your Pop like this.