(not actually) Coping with things.

[The-red-centaur]

@tyme i told her im not coping and that im still suicidal etc. she said because i have eupd i am only allowed a short admission and it was already too long. 

thing is i dont even have eupd!

im frustrated with the mental health system. it feel pointless rn. 

[Dimity]

Maybe you're doing well to have clarity about what you need @The-red-centaur - hope you can get it outside if not in... so hard

[The-red-centaur]

Its not really clarity. That's what my team wanted when they admitted me. I feel done. 

[tyme]

Unfortunately, that's the case with EUPD/BPD @The-red-centaur . I only know too well first-hand 😞

[Dimity]

Sitting with you @The-red-centaur 

[The-red-centaur]

@tyme what do you mean by that.

I don't have eupd. 

[tyme]

I mean, when people think or believe you have EUPD, then the whole things changes @The-red-centaur .

Hope that makes more sense. Sorry for the confusion

[The-red-centaur]

@tyme no worries, I was just confused by the comment. I agree, there's too much stigma around eupd. As soon as that gets thrown in they don't care about anything you say because you're either lying or being manipulative, and care goes out the window.

[The-red-centaur]

How do I tell my nurses I'm suicidal without adding to that. I just want them to listen. But I can't even talk coz of my stupid autism.

[Dimity]

Hugs @The-red-centaur