Inpatient with an eating disorder

[The-red-centaur]

@Former-Member I love your music taste.
I feel really faint. I didn't do my physio this morning coz of it. Idk I just give up with my ED, it wins. I'm so tired of everything. I feel so physically off. But I'm not talking to the nurses again it was a waste of time.

[The-red-centaur]

"are you just doing this for attention' ffs if I wanted attention I'd walk down the halls in a dress.
I was already about to cry over lunch i don't need the f*cking nurse saying that.

Edit:

@Bunniekins I'm so angry at the nurse...he pretty much declared to the rest of nurses at nurses station im on a hunger strike. (My room is in front of nurses station)

[The-red-centaur]

@Bunniekins im so tired of this place and how they treat me.

[Bunniekins]

@The-red-centaur  When are you heading to your dad's?

[The-red-centaur]

I have no idea, it depends on how long rehab takes @Bunniekins

[The-red-centaur]

Ffs chest pain again.....I can't deal with my stupid life. My CM told me to talk to the nurses. I did. Blah blah I'm apparently ok. I just don't know why my heart feel like it's going to explode.

And I ate today... eventually.

[Bunniekins]

@The-red-centaur  just take one minute at a time. Lots of gente breathing and keep up with yuor wonderful drawings. By all accounts you are doing great with your physio which is fabulous :). As for your eating try not to panic just concentrate on eating little bits. You are doing a great job The-red-centaur you will get there. Love peaxxx

[The-red-centaur]

@Bunniekins today's been a bit better day. I saw my counselor this morning, it really helped being able to talk to her.
I was able to walk to the toilet today. My goal is to walk to the nurses station this weekend and see all my x-rays. Kinda scary but I want to see it.

[Bunniekins]

@The-red-centaur  Hey The-red-centaur you had a great day because you have been working so hard at getting better :). Give yourself a pat on the back you deserve it. xxx

[Bunniekins]

@The-red-centaur  Hey The-red-centaur just checking up on you. Hoping your weekend is going well hun. Love peaxxx