I just can't.

[The-red-centaur]

She won't be available until Thursday @Zoe7

[Zoe7]

Is there someone else where you live that you can talk to about how you are feeling @The-red-centaur? 

[Former-Member]

Hi @The-red-centaur,

That sounds incredibly difficult and I'm very concerned about you. It sounds like you really need extra support tonight. Here are the crisis support numbers and if you feel you cannot keep yourself safe right now it is really important you call 000.

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

If in immediate danger: 000

I'm sending you an email now to check in more.

Tortoiseshell

[The-red-centaur]

I don't see the point 😞

[Zoe7]

You have overcome some incredible obstacles of late @The-red-centaur and despite you not seeing the point right at this stage there is more out there for you. When do you begin your meds for transitioning?

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hi @The-red-centaur ..... sitting with you too.  Maybe call lifeline or SCBS and just have a chat with them ?  That might help the thoughts to settle down ..... just getting them out there.

[The-red-centaur]

@Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope thanks for last night. I ended up emergency but I'm ok now.
I wish I could stop the days where I want to die. I wish I could tell myself I'm strong enough to get through this.

[Zoe7]

So pleased to hear you got some help last night @The-red-centaur Days like yesterday are so tough for you but you did really well in seeking help. Glad that you are feeling a little better today. You are strong enough to get through this @The-red-centaur because you have before - you were strong enough to get that help last night and that shows not only strength but courage. You should be proud of yourself for getting to that point and yet still recognising that you needed help. 

[The-red-centaur]

@Zoe7 Sane helped out last night.
And thank you 🙂 you did too.

[Zoe7]

That is great to hear

Always here for you when I can be @The-red-centaur You are not in this alone