I just can't.

[The-red-centaur]

I got admitted to hospital this morning after a night in emergency

[Zoe7]

Glad you got some help @The-red-centaur 

[Sylvester]

I am so sorry to hear this @The-red-centaur I hope you are okay and great to see you are using the Forum today for support.

Kindest regards to you

Sylvester SANE Moderator 

[The-red-centaur]

@Zoe7 @Sylvester thanks

[Zoe7]

Stay safe and get the help you deserve @The-red-centaur

[The-red-centaur]

So much for help...I'm more psychotic than when I came according to my nurse. More suicidal etc.
They are sending me home today

[BlueBay]

I feel for you @The-red-centaur why are they discharging you if you’re suicidal? 

[The-red-centaur]

@BlueBey it's just the stupid symstem.
The pdoc didn't even see me today

[Zoe7]

@The-red-centaur How are you going? Are you back home or did they keep you in hosital for a bit longer?

[The-red-centaur]

@Zoe7 they sent me home and I tried to end my life on sunday, and said I wasn't allowed medication until my next scheduled pick up of meds on Thursday.

It's weird but after my attempt I'm feeling good and positive and some things I've been worried about is sorting out and my moods picked up (hopefully it settles because I get manic on no meds)

I guess I just have to take it a day at a time