I just can't.

[Zoe7]

Oh that will be lovely for you @The-red-centaur I am not a camper but I do love getting out to the beach or the walking track along the cliff face near the beach. That way you get to be among the trees and still get the view of the beach and the bay.

[The-red-centaur]

So I'm having tests tomorrow to see if I've done permanent kidney damage. @Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope so far it's not look good.

[Zoe7]

That is not good news @The-red-centaur I hope it comes back better than you expect.

Faith-and-Hope is overseas at the moment and can't post so she won't be able to reply.

I am off to bed - can't keep my eyesm open but do let me know tomorrow how the tests go.

[The-red-centaur]

I'm going to home tomorrow 🙂

[Zoe7]

That ism good news @The-red-centaur. How did your kidney tests go?

[The-red-centaur]

@Zoe7my kidney damage doesn't seem to be permanent.
Though when they were doing the tests they found cysts on my ovaries. Why do I have to have a stupid uterous

[Zoe7]

That sucks about the cysts @The-red-centaur and must be painful but good about your kidneys. Do you need the cysts removed?

[The-red-centaur]

I have no idea, the dr didn't say anything about them, I'll probably have to follow up with my GP about them. @Zoe7


Also tonight's been really stressful. The guy who sexually assaulted me in hospital just over two years ago was here visiting another patient. The first half hour I was hiding under the desk in my room shaking. He's gone now but im still scared and don't feel safe. This week just keeps getting worse.

[Zoe7]

That is horrible for youo to have to deal with @The-red-centaur - as if you haven't got enough going on  I hope you feel a little safer tonight and can get some rest before you go home tomorrow.

[The-red-centaur]

these two paintings are my latest. the first did they day i went to hospital,the second tonigt. enjoy @Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope