Funeral

[Former-Member]

Hi @The-red-centaur 

I feel for you.

The last few weeks sound busy and stressful.

I am pleased you wrote again.

Happy to read what is happening

So much still happening

I hope you keep writing

[The-red-centaur]

@tyme I don't have anyone I can talk to. I can't even talk to my carers. 

@Former-Member  thanks. I feel like I can't talk about anything with anyone. There's so many things I wish I say. My life has deteriorated since April and I feel like I can't do anything about it. 

[Former-Member]

Hi @The-red-centaur 

April.

You do not have to say, but was that something special?

Please. Do not open up unless you want to vent. I vent. When l do, the answers are often in my head and come out then.

[The-red-centaur]

@Former-Member I turned 30 in April. An old best friend sexuallt assaulted me on my birthday...

[tyme]

I'm sorry you can't speak to your carers @The-red-centaur . Are they always with you? I'm wondering whether you have the privacy to speak talk to a helpline on the phone e.g.

Griefline 1300 845 745 https://griefline.org.au/

It's important you have someone to speak to at this time.

[tyme]

I'm sorry to read this happened @The-red-centaur  on your birthday. 

I hope you will be able to speak to someone about it if you need to. It must be so hard to sit with these feelings alone.

[The-red-centaur]

My carers are in the lounge @tyme I've retired to my bedroom for the night....I'm too acared to tell him I'm not ok at the moment.  

Edit: tyme thanks I don't know how to verbally communicate anything rn. 

[Former-Member]

Hi @The-red-centaur 

Not much leaves me speechless but your birthday does.

I feel so sorry for you.

I feel so sad for you.

And l feel deeply sorry because i know the failures of the pathetic Justice system.

Have you got a good counsellor?

Regardless stay on this forum.

[tyme]

I hope you will be able to reach out to someone tonight whether it be your carers or a helpline. @The-red-centaur 

You deserve to be heard and supported at this time.

[The-red-centaur]

@Former-Member I just started seeing a new psychologist last week. 

I actually saw her today. We started an autism screening today so I feel very drained on top of other things going on.