Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please

[outlander]

@NewDawn see rough time thread...

[TheVorticon]

Why does my stupid brain do this? Some day I'm going to give it what it thinks it wants and it will be scared shitless but by then it'll be too bloody late.

[Former-Member]

alone and tired, not well and so much in this head that i wish wasnt. 

[Snowie]

My life is not worth it, there is too much in my head, it is screaming at me. Nothing has gotten better, it has just progressively gotten worse. 

[Pepperpot]

Just wanting to vent. I’m upset. I’m angry.  I feel hurt, betrayed and very disappointed. The worst part is I’m almost used to it...

[TheVorticon]

I feel lonely and am trying not to react destructively but it seems too hard. I'm too incompetent with interactions to fix it in a normal way.

[Snowie]

I am so upset. Was told w/cover approved hospital visit then today told it hasn't been approved yet. She told this morning that she would ring back this afternoon and let me know even if she didn't hear from w/cover. Didn't ring back 😔 My pdocs secretary knows me, do not say you will ring back and don't. Dont go back on your word. I take things literally.  Now I have till try and wait till Tuesday.  

I hate this

I hate me

I hate life

I don't want to be here anymore.....

Hang on they say, what happens if I dont want to....

[Pepperpot]

When there is a dull ache in your heart and you’re not sure what to do with it. Those moments...

[Snowie]

I worry I can't wait any longer 

[Pepperpot]

Once resentment starts settling in, everything changes. You never start looking at the person in the same way ever again.

My resentment grows. I don’t know if I feel more hurt or angry. Resentful probably sums it up.

Some people seem to think that they are on a different time schedule to everyone else. Somehow these same people think that their time is more precious than everyone else’s time. Newsflash: no one has more or less time than anyone else, sometimes it’s not about having the time but it’s about making time.