Centaurs attempt at a new life

[The-red-centaur]

Fck....I can't do it anymore...fcked it up, now I can't leave and they're making me have surgery...I can't...I don't want to be here.

[Anastasia]

Oh sweetheart I'm so sorry. I can hear your pain. With you in spirit, holding your hand. 

@The-red-centaur 

Sending you love and hope ❤️🙏

[The-red-centaur]

@Anastasia I'm scared....I don't want this I don't want anything.

[TideisTurning]

It sounds like you're struggling a fair bit right now @The-red-centaur and I'm sorry to hear it. I'd just like to encourage you to keep reaching out for support from somewhere like BeyondBlue or Blue Knot Foundation if what you're experiencing starts to feel too distressing- you are so deserving of that support. 

Wishing you whatever strength and courage you may need to get through this and all the very best, 

TideisTurning 🌹

[The-red-centaur]

So the repair went ok.
Gonna be starting new meds and the admitted to the psych ward.
The psychiatrist who saw me said I'm bipolar...news to me, makes sense tho, more than eupd.

I still wanna leave tho. Im tired n done.

[Anastasia]

Hello @The-red-centaur 

So pleased the surgery went well sweetheart 🙏

Hey, getting a diagnosis is HUGE hunny, it's a step in the right direction getting theright treatment. Hold hope, I'm right there with you xox

[The-red-centaur]

@Anastasia usually it's just been 'youre borderline, get over it' but the drs here seem like they want to help.

[Anastasia]

That makes me so happy @The-red-centaur and you know what? You deserve the help. You have been struggling for too long, it's so lovely that you seem to have Dr's that want to help you, you deserve that so much. Honestly I'm smiling from ear to ear for you 😃💕

[Anastasia]

Sleep well and dream big dear friend @The-red-centaur 🙏💕

[Anastasia]

Hello and hugs @The-red-centaur 

How are you doing today? Are you ok?