A long rave

[greenpea]

@outlander have those sad pple been leaving you alone today outlander? xxxx

[outlander]

Hi @greenpea i wasnt there today. Im there tomorrow though but i intend on going there about lunch time when no one is there

[greenpea]

@outlander  And if there is someone there who pulls a face make sure you smile meet their eyes and say hello if possible. You are a lovely person outlander please do not let horrible people define you,

[outlander]

Thanks @greenpea i usually say hi anyway. Im just avoiding the places atm. Ive enough going on to deal with that. I dont like being there at all and my own horses are there so im there alot anyeay. Thankfully those people arent in the area im in. I feel like im a plague- needed to be avoided in case they catch something off me.
Anyway how are you going? How was the visit with your mum?

[greenpea]

@outlander Mum's visist went well not too long (thank god) a little of my sweet mum goes along way.... she just is a very pushy woman who means well but is exhausting if you know what I mean.  She had all these questions about the NDIS and I just couldnt answer them because it is all out of my hands at the moment and she was getting more and more frustrated. During these intense terrigations from my mother my daughter gave me hugs lol (she knew I was getting flustered and exhausted).

So that will be another two weeks before she wants to make another visit 🙂

You know what outlander I think these people are jealous because they can see class in front of them (you) and they want to have some too but they never will achieve it. xxx

[The-red-centaur]

So tonight I've been picking up the paint brush for the first time in over a year... I forgot how annoying paint drying is.

[greenpea]

Are you feeling slightly manic @The-red-centaur ? Did you know we are coming up for a full moon? Are you affected by the moon? Good luck with the painting.

[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea I don't think I'm affected by the moon I've never noyiced/payed attention to it. I'm still manic lol
Everyone has been telling me to paint again but it feels really weird. I'm hating this painting though I've only just blocked out the background, and I feel agitated that paint isn't doing what I want and I don't want to wait for the background to dry and argh I'm just so meh about it now I'm actually doing it. I wanted to feel what I used to when painting.

[outlander]

Yep i get that way with my mum too @greenpea she often makes me overwhelmed. Your daughter sounds sweet im glad she gave you a hug.

Class? Lol i tend to look tripping over air look graceful. Im not sure i have much class 😉

[outlander]

@The-red-centaur have you tried just drawing/painting patterns for abit of fun? Patterns dont have to be neat ao irs more just something to do. And yes paint drying is annoyinf esp in acrylic. Takes forever