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[greenpea]

@The-red-centaur  Love the second pic too. Have you ever drawn protraits of people?

[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea I taught myself while I've been in hospital.

[greenpea]

@The-red-centaur  have you ever considered doing art and uni?

[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea I didn't like uni when I went (though I didn't do art) I'm not a uni person.



Shit shit shit. They moving me into a four person room. Can't deal.

[greenpea]

@The-red-centaur  why are they moving you? can you ask them?

[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea they need a single room for a sick patient.

[greenpea]

@The-red-centaur  Hmmm have they moved you yet? I dont like the idea of you being in a shared room. Surely they can put this other patient in another room.

[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea I just moved. I don't like the idea too. I had no choice.

[greenpea]

@The-red-centaur  it wont be easy I know. xx

[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea  today's been another hard day. Recovery seems too far away....if I have a weight deficit again next week they might give me a NG tube. I try so hard to eat. Im trying. I just feel so hopeless. 

I got my depo today. I hope it helps to settle the voices a bit. I'm so stressed today. The aliens aren't helping with that. They saying I'll be trapped in a simulation forever because I'm not strong enough to get through it. I don't feel strong today too. It's so hard.